It's weired how much the thought of my family's departure is affecting me. Even though they're leaving tomorrow, the thought of going back to an empty apartment this weekend is bringing back feelings of depression that haven't plagued me for three weeks.
Mom says she might be coming right back to help me look for tenants. Looking forward to that, even though tenants would mean my family can't visit as easily from now on.
At the beginning, we were given a surveyasking if we were "completely unmotivated to serve NS." I put "somewhat disagree" back then, because I wanted to lose weight.
But if I were to take that survey again, I think I'd put "completely agree".
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Just got back from the march. Not much to say except it was easier than before and I'm looking forward to the 24 klick.
This week is heavy on grenades. Saturday's bookout is delayed so that we can have our live throw. Just as well, there's nothing to go home TO.
On the brighter side, it turns out that going overseas for block leave ain't that hard. My only worry is that I still don't know when the MDC audtions are. For all I know, t hey could be over block leave.



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